There are so many times where I feel lost in a crowd, in the hustle and bustle of life does anyone really know who I am, what i think and feel. If I am honest the answer will be NO. The reason being is, well I don’t know why, maybe its because I don’t want people to really know me, a barrier, a protection from being hurt, or maybe I don’t want people to really know what I feel and think, especially currently.
This evening I sat in the garden watching the world go by and felt so detached from life. As I was sat there I was listening to groups heading into town, loving and living life I wished for one day only I could live a different life, one free from worry and pain, one free from people worrying about me or me letting people down.
Don’t get me wrong I am lucky to have an amazing partner, my family and friends who support me through thick and thin, who make me smile and pick me up when there is a need. Yet I still feel lost. Behind the mask, behind my smile is somone but who that someone is me. 
Endometriosis ~ My Journey 
endohope
I think we all feel like this sometimes. Happy to say the days where I feel like this are rarer, but its certainly getting hard to keep my mask on when people all around me are talking about silly crap that I wish was my only problem.
penguinzophren
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Chloe
endometriosis does this to you, i often feel isolated & lost yet i’m surrounded by people who love me and care for me
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Hughffy
It is a shame that it makes you feel this way, no matter how much you explain to people even those close to you I still feel they don’t get it even when they say they understand x
Hughffy
Reblogged this on Endometriosis ~ My Journey and commented:
I wrote this blog last year, however still relevant to how I am feeling at this moment