So it’s that time of the year again, time to commit to raising awareness of Endometriosis. So I want to share with you all how it effects me each day. Today has been a painful day, where I have not been able to find a comfortable position. Last night I had very little sleep due to constantly having the urge to pee, stabbing pain in my left pelvic region and hot flushes.
I have been up since 6am and for the last 12hours trying everything I can just to get by. 3lots of pain medication, ‘re heating to hot water bottles as I lay on the sofa as I have very little energy even to lift my head off my cushion.
As I lay here writing this I just wish for a day to wake up with no pain and have energy to enjoy life. I guess I am at point where I feel that endometriosis is beating me. Why me? What have I done to deserve this? Why do I deserve to be suffering so much? These are the answers I will never know. Yes I am at my lowest ebb, but I don’t want your sympathy or empathy I just want you all to understand this is real, it effects 1in10 women, it is not in our heads.