It had been a while since I have blogged, but to be honest I am at a standstill. I am surviving each day, getting through the basic tasks that I have to do which is a struggle in itself. I am tired both physically and mentally, I am drained, very little energy to cope, but I do as coping is the only option. My mind, my thoughts are all over the place with everything, with my main focus on my pending surgery. I have agreed a planned approach with my surgeon on what surgery I am having yet I am nervous as it may all go wrong and my endo is much worse when he gets in there, which is why I feel my concentration is lacking, hence brain fog.
The reason for the lack of blogging as I don’t want to be negative and sound like I am complaining all the time and to be honest I have struggled to blog about anything when my life has just been blah for the time being. So fingers crossed after surgery things may change. Here’s hoping 🙂
TTD
Have you discussed with your surgeon what he does if he finds more than expected? It might help you if you do? Good luck with the surgery, and I’m sure you’ll feel a lot better after it.
Hughffy
Yeah we have talked everything through. Just nervous as last scans were back in August 2012 and endo was bad then, I just dread to think how much it has grown since
TTD
Your surgeon will do what’s best for you and your health. All your endosisters will be right behind you, wishing you well. 🙂
Hughffy
Thanks, I have every faith in him 🙂
Samantha
Good luck with your surgery x
Hughffy
Thank you x
Debbie
I know exactly how you feel honey, all I do on my blog is moan and groan, it’s a wonder I get any readers at all!
Good luck for your surgery!
x.
Hughffy
Thanks, it’s frustrating as I have so much good going on in my life it’s just overshadowed by endo. It’s comforting to know that others feel the same way too. Hope you are keeping well.